I wOn’T gIvE uP uNtIl I gEt WhAt I wAnT

This yearning in my heart
This confusion in my mind
The words left unspoken
Haunts me all the time

Everyday I watch pass by
With an emptiness in my life
And a hole in my heart
Where only you belong

There are nights I wake up crying
And wishing you were here
To hold me in your arms
And kiss away my tears

There is something that keeps me holding on -
What I’ll never know
But one day things will go my way
And I’ll have you in my arms

When I think of you going away,
It makes me sad and get all mad,
When I hear your name it makes me smile,
My friends say I could go on for a mile,
But to let someone go away from you,
It’s like tearing your heart into pieces of two,
I just want to say,
That I still like you,
Even if we are just good friends,
I’ll still believe in you,
May God guide you where ever you go,
And remember I’m here to watch your light grow.

:: To those who once called my "fren" ::

I gave my heart to you
I set my standards high
I laid my eyes on you,
I laughed and cried with you,
I told you my hopes and dreams,
My Love and Fears.

My tears I shed all over your shoulder.
In the end,
I came to see that you were
the only guy I could ever trust.
When I see you,
my face lights up with aspiration, and happiness.
When we talk, I can feel the load unload
with soothing words from you.

I have the feeling of love in my heart.
In my mind, I say "You don’t mean a thing. "
In my words, I say "You are just a friend. "
But in the deep end of my heart,
I think of only you

When I tell you my expectations of a guy,
You tell me never to fall short of what I want.
But only one thing stands in the way -
You are a friend.

Why did we cross the line?
Everything would be fine -
One moment of pleasure
For all this pain;
Can you tell me now what did we gain?
Everything would be OK -
Normal as it was,
But no - we had to go to far -
We had to cross that line
I would never turn back time,
For every moment I learn.
It’s just things are so different now -
Things between you and me.
Why didn’t I open my eyes?
Why didn’t I only see
That what we were accomplishing
Would be the end to you and me?

I was cold and hurting
lost out in the night
wandering and searching
for heaven’s light

I saw the night sky clearing
when you spread your rainbow wings
But little did I know
what joy you would bring

From that moment on
a friendship did start
you kissed away my tears
and sheltered my heart

I bless the day God
sent him from above
But then I grew fearful
for I had fallen in love

I told you this feeling
and what did you say?
You said you liked our friendship
and that’s how it would stay

I cried for a friendship I thought I lost
But then felt your warm, gentle hand
You then whispered in my ear
that by my side you’ll forever stand

u came into my life when it was filled with darkness
u filled my life with light and happiness
i was looking foward to go through with everyday
because everyday was filled with full of surprises
and i wanted to open all the surprises u have in
store for me

but as time passes by
somehow u changed
and i don’t know what made u so
i do not understand
i do not understand

u were my saviour
but now u are just like them
those who broke my heart
now u are the reason for my cries
now u are the reason for my pain

my heart was taken by u
broken by u
and now is in pieces because of u…..

Friends are people
You should never erase
Like delicate flowers
You couldn’t replace
Always there
Through thick and thin
They’ll listen to your problems
Again and again
They stay by your side
When noone else cares
And give the you love
Noone else shares
Friends are angels
From heaven above
Beautiful people
You should always love

:: Dedicated To My Frens Who Has Always Been There For Me… U Guys Will Always Have A Special Place In My Heart… Luv U Guys ::

1. Tell her she is beautiful

2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its
just
for a second.

3. Hug her from behind

4. Leave her voice messages to wake up to.

5. Wrestle with her

6. don’t go hang out with you ex when shes not
with you, you might not relize how badly it hurts
her.

7. If youre talking to another girl, when you’re
done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss
her….let her know she’s yours and they aren’t.

8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"

9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your
girlfriend.

10. Play with her hair.

11. Pick her up (she loves it)

12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she
doesn’t like it

13. Make her laugh

14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.

15. If she’s mad at you, kiss her.

16. If you care about her, then TELL HER

17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a
stuffed animal(she’ll hug it every time she goes
to
sleep), jewelry (she’ll treasure it forever), and one
of
his t-shirts (she’ll most likely wear it to bed) or
sweatshirts sprayed with his cologne!! and
flowers
or something occasionally.

18. Treat her the same around your friends as
you
do when you’re alone.

19. Look her in the eyes and smile.

20. Hang out with her on weekends

21.Kiss her in the rain (girls love this)

22.Kiss her just for the heck of it

23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.

24. Remember her birthday and get her
something,
even if its simple and inexpensive, it came from
YOU. it means all the world to HER.

25. when she gives you a present on your
birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it
and
tell her you love it, even if you don’t (it’ll make
her
happy.)

26. Always call her when you say you will, it may
not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes
her
think you don’t care so call even if you can only
talk for a minute. Girls don’t necessarily have to
have hour long conversations every night but its
nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick
hello.

27. Give her what she wants

28. Recognize the small things . . . they usually
mean the most.

29.dont hug her friends or your friends that are
girls cause she’ll feel left out.

30.hang out with her whenever you are free and
u
should be free to hang with your girl friend all the
time

31.If u care about her…SHOW her!

For you,

I would gladly walk a mile,

if that would give me a chance

to see you smile.

I’d call you my friend,

but that’s a lie.

You mean more to me,

but I can’t explain why.

For you are more precious to me

than all of the world’s gold,

but I can’t tell you that,

how can I be that bold?

If I spoke what’s on my mind,

would you accept me?

Because without you,

I don’t know where I’d be.

You seem to be calm,

while I feel absolutely lost.

I would like to be so bold,

but what would its failure cost?

Am I the only one faced with this choice?

Be daring and risk losing you as a friend too?

I can’t risk that; I’d rather have that then lose everything.

What should I do?